blardy crap! i seriously feel and think that someone's so messing with my life. damn annoying and pissing off la. i've been like super unlucky the past few days. the most i've been in ages. first i somehow managed to lose one side of one of my earrings and now its AUD 150. like what the hell rite? i mean can u freaking imagine?!?! that's like close to RM 400? damn screwed up la. i feel like hitting someone or like smashing something. okay. so maybe it's partly my fault. or should i say entirely my fault. maybe i shouldn't have jumped tram today. or any other day for that matter. but i just didn't feel like walking to college. and the worst thing is that i somehow had the feeling that i was gonna get caught. like i totally knew that the melbourne uni tram stop is the most frequently checked spot but somehow i just decided to stop there. like usually i would get off a stop ahead at grattan street and just walk all the way to union house. but today, i just decided to go all the way. shit la. feeling so blardy annoyed at myself now. so here's what happened. like i said earlier, somehow i decided to go all the way to the melbourne uni tram stop. and being the blur person that i usually is plus having just woken up from my daily afternoon nap, i so totally did not realise that there were a few officers checking tram tickets until i got off the tram. first instinct for most people is to try and escape right? so that's just what i tried to do. was so thankful when i successfully manage to avoid and walk past the first officer. turned to the right and saw a second officer. damn it. tried to walk past that officer but failed miserably. omg. i was feeling so freaking scared when i heard him call out to me and asked to see my tram ticket. the thing is i did have a tram ticket with me but it wasn't validated. so yeah. tried to lie my way out by tell him all the nonsense excuse and all that jazz. told him that i had just jumped on the tram the stop before and that the tram was way too pack thus i couldn't squeeze my way in to the middle of the tram and validate my ticket. i know it wasn't the best excuse in the world but i was feeling all panicky and somehow couldn't think properly. oh, plus i was looking all blur, sad and upset. so yeah. all my details were still taken down anyway. but the officer was pretty nice. he was being all sympathetic and helpful. he told me i could try and argue my reason for not validating my ticket. uh huh. so i guess that's what i'm gonna do. hopefully when i get the letter concerning the fine, i can call the people up and explain myself and either get the fine cancelled or get it reduced. omg. i so hope that works. if not i can just totally forget about shopping and eating yummy food for the next few months. on the good side, kenyo got fined too. haha. we were so totally bitching about the tram people while doing maths during maths tutorial. argh!!!! so i guess that's all for tonight. hope you were all entertained. blah. hopefully, tomorrow turns out to be a better day and my luck takes a 180 degree turn for the better. night and sweet dreams.